Great time finally came.

The time currently shows 11.51 pm now, today was a Sunday and yeah, I really felt happy today!
I met him today at his camp, you won't understand how excited I was to meet him. Finally after two weeks of struggling (although I had used to it now) for not getting to see each other, I was so glad. Really happy to know that he is just fine there, though he told me lots of complaints (he loves to complaint but I find that cute). His family drove to my place to pick me early in the morning, in case there will be traffic problem happens but who doesn't know that right? It was my first time being in a table with his family for a breakfast. His sister brought Sara as well so I knew that she will be going back to her hostel at UiTM and Sara wanted to send her. They were so closed like a real sibling and sometimes while in the car, I got too jealous because they are really having fun together. They chit-chatting and play some games together in the phone. I was just being there alone sitting in the car, hoping if he could be there beside me and spending our time together by talking or playing, just like we used to do when we met.
After we reached KK, we went to their apartment at Cyber City first before heading to the camp. I met his uncles and his oldest cousin with their cute baby. I don't know the name but everyone called her Momoy. After all, she was so cute.

After some time, we left the apartment and headed towards Tuaran because it was already late. It has been raining for the whole day. When we reached there, the place looks awesome, surrounded by the trees and it is truly a beautiful scenery. Seeing him made me blushed for a while. Although his haircut was kinda funny but he is still the handsome man I've ever seen. We did take pictures together but unfortunately I don't have them now. Besides, I saw Nicole Lim and Linda Lim having their own visiting time with families. Nicole was so beautiful even though with her blue PLKN shirt.

Seeing him today makes me even love him more than I always do. So now I'll be waiting for him to come back for his Chinese New Year holiday. Really can't wait!

Random post.

Today I was completely weary by dullness, and I just couldn’t stop myself from eating. Seriously, I ate a lot on this so-called holiday. If only if I get a part-time job, I can get my very own pocket money and buy beautiful things with them. I can buy delicacies for myself. Talk about food, it has been a long time since I ate the spaghettis and pizzas. The last time I ate them was with him on the early January. It seems like I’m craving for them now.

Apart from that, because of the boredom I had today, I had read lots of blogs I can find. Some blogs amazed me with their beautiful blog skins, their English writings got me ashamed of mine, so perfect that they had me thinking of how could they learn all those great English, I just wish that I could use the English as awesome as they do. Unfortunately there is still a blogger I found that obviously posted things in her blog by copying from some sources in Google or whatever sites, I just don’t care. That was a good example of an attention seeker. Just because they wanted to be focused by other bloggers, they rather copied writings from the other sites and just let all the bloggers like me to think that they had written a lot of beautiful pieces. They wrote things like motivation speeches or something else that are quite similar. I just really hate that kind of people. Sorry to say but I got you, you can fool others but you can’t fool me you fame seeker!

Besides, to be honest, I couldn’t wait to visit him this Sunday! There is a crazy plan that popped out in my mind recently. I wanted to fool him since I’ve never done this thing to him. I wanted to fool him as if he called me tonight, I will tell him that I really couldn’t make it this Sunday. Maybe you think that this is not a crazy plan at all. Want to know why I called it a so-called crazy plan? It was crazy because if I tell him that I couldn’t come and visit him by this Sunday, I bet he will be so frustrated and disappointed. I think he might cry too! It was because every night when he called me, he always tells me that we will meet on this Sunday and he couldn’t wait for it. He was that excited and if I say I couldn’t come, I am very sure that I had broken his heart. But now I just don’t know how to say it if he called me later because I am so afraid to hurt him. I’m going to do it anyway and I will be cooperating with his mother to make this plan successfully. But after all, I just miss him so bad. I’m really looking forward to meet him this Sunday!

That's all from me and till then.

I miss you!

GOOD MORNING!

It has been 5 days I didn't meet him, the only way to keep in touch is just through texts and calls. Since his phone has been taken there, so I couldn't catch his updates. Usually he will call me every night using the public phone. Besides, his mom always sends me texts and asks me updates and things that I need to ask him. I had waited for his phone call last night but there was none. I waited for it until I fell asleep. It was hard and tiring, since he will be calling me at anytime, I need to be more alert so that I won't miss any calls from him. I woke up at midnight and there was nothing on my phone screen. I thought I missed it so I cried. There was a lot of things I wanted to tell him. After thinking, I knew that maybe there were some factors which in turn he couldn't make it last night. He had promised me though, but never mind then, I know that he is so busy there.
He complaint a lot to me about how he was so uncomfortable there, the coaches shouting at them, he wanted to go home and etc. I hope that he is in a fine condition and be cheerful as always. It was not easy for him since he was not very familiar with the condition. I am really looking forward to visit him this Sunday but since only family members allowed for the visit, his mom will make a survey and if everything is okay, I will be visiting him next week with his family.
I couldn't wait for it, it was so hard for me to not seeing him for the whole week! I hope there will be a phone call from him tonight!